1/05/2009

Esto no es amor, esto el lastimarlos mutuamente con anestesia llamada adolecencia, frivolamente divertida y alegremente aburrida.

1/04/2009

Food baby


Leah: Yo Yo Yiggady Yo.
Juno: I'm at suicide risk.
Leah: Juno?
Juno: No, it's Morgan Freeman. Do you have any bones that need collecting?
Leah: Only the one in my pants...
Juno: I'm pregnant.
Leah: What? Honest to blog?
Juno: Yeah. Yeah, it's Bleekers.
Leah: It's probably just a food baby. Did you have a big lunch?
Juno: No, this is not a food baby all right? I've taken like three pregnancy tests, and I'm forshizz up the spout.
Leah: How did you even generate enough pee for three pregnancy tests? That's amazing...
Juno: I don't know, I drank like, ten tons of Sunny D... Anyway dude, I'm telling you I'm pregnant and you're acting shockingly cavalier.
Leah: Is this for real? Like, for real for real?
Juno: Unfortunately, yes.
Leah: Oh my GOD. Oh shit! Phuket, Thailand!
Juno: There we go. That was kind of the emotion that I was searching for on the first take.
necesito excusas para preguntarme que estaras haciendo ahora. vos me haces ser quien siempre fui, pero mas egoísta, todos nos volvemos egoístas en momentos así, dariamos muchas cosas por amor pero el amor no nos daria nada a cambio, pero de todas formas esperamos, como si nuestra historia fuera a ser diferente a todas, pero, los viernes amarillos y los sabados en la cama no cambian nada de nuestras historias, de mis risas y tus chanchadas, de la luz que entra por mi cuarto tan claro y me molesta cuando quiero pensar, de las noches que siento que vas a aparecer y se que no voy a dejar de buscar tu olor, prometo que esto va a ser lo ultimo que escriba sobre vos, no me voy a aferrar mas a mis recuerdos pero si vos a volver a vivirlos y cuando tenga los nuevos voy a jugar con ellos hasta que se gasten y su color sea tan borroso que me canse y las canciones dejen de ser el fondo de mi vida y otro olor aparesca para que depues de muchos meses labando los platos, en el colegio, jugando, buscando algo lo encuentre y me haga acordar a vos.

1/03/2009


¿De que sirve desconfiar? ¿De que sirven los celos?. Las personas no terminan siendo como uno las imaginaba. Con razón, por algo se dice que nunca se termina de conocer a la gente! ¿Es necesario fingir? Las mentiras tienen patas cortas, y los problemas se hablan de frente. Con solo decir bien las cosas, se puede entender todo. En fin, ya me canse de tener que ser siempre yo la que valla al frente, de hacer cosas por las personas ¿para que? si no las valoran. Hay que aprender a elegir, nos podemos confundir pero no desaprovechar las buenas oportunidades, arriesgarnos sin tener miedo y por sobre todo no jugar con las personas que no se lo merecen. Uno nunca valora lo que tiene al lado, hasta que lo pierde.

1/02/2009

It's all a game of this or that, now versus thenbetter off against worse for wearAnd you’re someone who knows someone who knows someone I once knewAnd I just want to be a part of thisThe road outside my house is paved with good intentions. Hired a construction crew, 'cause it's hell on the engine. You are the dreamer and we are the dream. I could write it better than you ever felt it. So hum hallelujah, just off the key of reasonI thought I loved you it was just how you looked in the light. A teenage vow in a parking lot "Till tonight do us part" I sing the blues and swallow them too, my words are my faith to hell with our good name. A remix of your guts-your insides X-rayed. And one day we'll get nostalgic for disasterwe're a bull, your ears are just a china shopI love you in the same way, there's a chapel in a hospital, one foot in your bedroom and one foot out the door, sometimes we take chances, sometimes we take pills. I could write it better than you ever felt it.

Stars

Look at the stars. Same stars as last week. Last year. When we were kids. When we weren't even born. In a hundred years, no one will ever know who we were... They'll know those same stars

Nobody said it was EASY.


Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry. You don't know how lovely you are. I had to find you, tell you I need ya and tell you I set you apart. Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions. Oh lets go back to the start. Running in circles, coming in tails. Heads on a science apart. Nobody said it was easy, it's such a shame for us to part. Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard. Oh take me back to the start. I was just guessing at numbers and figures, pulling the puzzles apart. Questions of science, science and progress, do not speak as loud as my heart. And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me. Oh and I rush to the start. Running in circles, chasing tails, coming back as we are. Nobody said it was easy, oh it's such a shame for us to part. Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be so hard. I'm going back to the start.

Juno


That's a wise choice because I knew this girl who like had this crazy freak out because she took too many behavioral meds at once and she like ripped off her clothes, and dove into the fountain at Ridgedale Mall and was like, "Blah I am a Kracken from the sea!"

Lonely September.


Estoi sentada aca otra vez, solo intentando pensar en algo qe hacer, intentando pensar en algo, cualqier cosa. Solo para dejar de pensar en vs, pero vs sabes qe no esta saliendo bn, porqe vs sos todo lo que hai en mi mente, por qe pensar en vs es todo lo qe necesito para dejar el resto del mundo atrás. Estoi sentada aca otra vez, tratando de convencerme de qe no sos el unico para mi, pero cuando mas lo pienso, menos lo creo i mas te qiero al lado mio. Se qe no es facil decir esto, pero me muero por tener una chance mas cn vs, por qe estoi sentada aca otra vez, sola en mi cuarto, mirando alrededor, i todo lo qe veo, me recuerda a vos.

Suicide


SHE HAS KNOWN SUCH A GREAT PAIN; HAUNTED DREAMS AS A CHILD, THE NEAR-CONSTANT PRESENCE OF EVIL EVER SINCE. SHE HAS FELT THE TOUCH OF AWFUL NAKED MEN BATTLED DEPRESSION AND ADDICTION, AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. HER ARMS REMEMBER RAZOR BLADES, FIFTY SCARS THET SPEAKS OF SELF-INFLICTED WOUNDS. SIX HOURS LATER YOU MEET HER, SHE IS FEELING TRAPPED, TWO GROUPS OF ''FRIENDS'' OFFERING HER OPPOSITE IDEAS. EVERYONE IS ASLEEP. THE SUN IS RISING. SHE DRINKS LONG FROM A BOTTLE OF LIQUOR, TAKES A RAZOR BLADE FROM THE TABLE AND LOCKES HER SELF IN THE BATHROOM. SHE CUTS HERSELF, USING THE BLADE TO WRITE ''FUCK UP'' LARGE ACROSS HER LEFT FOREARM.

You and her.

I saw you at the grocery store, ohh you both looked happy pickin' out your usual. Shes a carbon copy of everything you lost, of everything im not. Guess you forgot, how to pick em'. If shes the one i heard about, im disapponted. If shes the reason why you left, im not impressed at all. Well this looks like the end, ya well we can still be friends. Congratulations! Let me be the first to wish you worst, cuz i think you deserve eachother. Let me be the curse that creeps under your skin, until your heart caves in and you wish she was me again, and again, and again, and again. Someone had to tell the truth, and im always honest. I read you like an open bookand its obvious to me, shes just the one between, headed no where fast, sure its gunna last forever. Let me be the curse that creeps under your skin, until your heart caves in and you wish she was me.
It's amazing. How one person can change your life. How a smile from you can erase everything bad. How life seems less scary when you're holding my hand.
P.S: La foto es viejisima y no tiene nada que ver con lo qe puse, pero me parecio adecuada al texto.

Homesick at Spacecamp

Tonight is all about "We miss you". And I can't forget your style or your cynicism, somehow it was like you were the first to listen to everything we said. My smile's an open wound without you...and my hands are tied to pages inked to bring you back.

To the love of my life.

It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be.
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile,
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the mother of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Hayley Williams Hair.












Carrot-Lemon Faux Hair
Commond-Borring Natural Hair
Te amo mas mejor amigo gay.
Estoy gritando 'Te amo'

Pero no podes descifrar mis pensamientos.

1/01/2009


Daños colaterales


Me llevas a lo mas lejano de mis pensamientos encerrada entre colores y teclas que expresan todo lo que sos, ojala mañana camine a ningun lado y me encuentre de casualidad con vos para pedirte porfavor si el lunes, mi corazon puede venir a dormir a mi casa y si me podria devolver la sonrisa que te llevaste hace unos dos sabados, pero ya me conoses no soy asi, enrealidad vos sabes quien soy, dejemos el tal vez de lado para que yo siga fijandome en mi celular la ''hora'' mientras por adentro me pregunto donde estas y porque te escapaste con esa parte de mi.

Y esperamos el amanecer como si fueramos a cambiarlo todo con
la luz del sol.
Tanta pastilla en tus sentidos para volver a la hora puntual.


No pueden verme en tu edificio, aun ese juego no lo sabes jugar .